There was once a girl named Anne Manthalee,
Who had a lot of friends but is she happy, really?
Does bloodshot eyes, scars and cuts on wrist
defines happiness or it is just a risk on her life that is waiting for a twist?
She had no real friends to call,
To call when waterfall-like tears starts to fall
Constant sadness was her friend.
All she can think is to bring her life to end.
Anne Manthalee sat crying in the corner,
With her blade on her hand
Wishing she could end her life sooner
But she couldn’t just leave her mother at home.
She tried to reach out to her mother
Who didn’t even bother
It caused her more pain and she had to suffer
“Die! Die! Die!” these were the thoughts that her mind can only offer.
She has no place to go
She has no one to cry on
She took her blade and slowly etched it on the skin of her wrist. Again and again and again like how she used to.
She felt the unbearable ache yet very familiar flinch of hurt. But it didn’t stopped her from befriending her demons.
I once bumped to her and saw her cuts covered with her black flannel.
She acted weird and there’s something in her I couldn’t tell,
She just avoided my gaze and pushed me away.
I wanted to talk to her but she ran away and did not stay.
I was at the cafeteria when I told my friends, “Please wait for me I just gotta go pee.”
I entered the empty cubicle and I heard the crying voice of Anne Manthalee.
Knocking on her cubicle I was worried and hoped it would open,
But she just shouted “Go away! I don’t need help and you’re not my friend.”
I was waiting outside thinking maybe I could help
She went out and said with a cold voice, “Don’t mind me everything’s under control.”
I was about to utter a word when the bell rang and she immediately ran away.
“I hope she’ll be okay. I hope she’ll not do anything wrong.” I whispered to myself.
I don’t know but something inside me wants to follow Anne Manthalee
I ran and ran up to the highest floor and there stood a trembling lady.
She was standing on the edge and she’s all I could see,
I ran to her, grabbed her and hugged her closer to me.
To jump off the building, that was her plan,
But it didn’t happen because I was her hero on time.
She cried and cried and all I could do is to listen.
Listen to all her rants and burden.
Years has passed, but Anne Manthalee is still here by my side.
She is now fine and happy, I am so glad.
She overcame her demons, and bloomed brightly like a lily.
It all happened good because I became a real friend of Anne Manthalee.